12.08.2025: Quiet nights have a very special taste to them. I find myself loving the last hour at the workplace, when visitors start leaving one by one. Gentle ambient sounds, music form cafe (sometimes it's live piano). Darkness outside swallows everything like a blanket. ReallY, I'm not sure my poor english is enough to do grace to how calming and ethery it is...

11.08.2025: Everything is disco, I solved my issues with windows (turns out it was way easier than whatever I was trying to do, lol)
I've also spent a day or so anxious about my coworkers reaction on meeting I had with my online friend and her clique. They are cool people and I am looking forward meeting them again, but subconciously I felt like I've overstepped some boudary that sayr "do not bring queer punks, among whom at least one has a knife in a pocket, to you workplace"

10.08.2025: Today I am going to try and finally solve problems with my new laptop and windows. It's tiring and thinking about amout of money I've spent on it I want to cry ;-;

09.08.2025: Had fun with online friend. She was a really nice girl. It was a bit awkward, because shit is always awkward for me, especially with new people. Looking forward another meeting

08.08.2025: I got bore at my new job and decided to remake my website from scratch, now that I have a better grasp on what kind of a person I am